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'Everyday I beat my own previous record for number of consecutive days I've stayed alive'
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Nearly killed; hit and run, please pray for me.
EXTREME RANT WARNING, sorry, I blame meds. I haven't been on since sep 28...
here's why;
Around 1:30 am, on September 30th last year, while heading
home to my girlfriends after work, I had just gotten on the interstate 101,
northbound from mcdowell, and after a quick spool up to cruising speed (@70
indicated) -I realized it was too cold to be out in without leathers, especially
to make a 25+ mile trek north especially with plans to return later still (I was
glad the temp gave call for them.) So, I stayed in the on/off lane but noted
headlights closing rapidly from the ramp behind me and figured it must be a cop
enroute to a scene. Having decided to roll down to the next exit, take a cruise
to my home (about 3 miles away) to suit up and get back on the road, I stayed in
about the rightmost third of the far right lane and took the Thomas exit as
while rolling off the gas, I noticed that the vehicle closing on me was coming
across 2 or 3 lanes and attempting to exit as well, looking over my left
shoulder I saw it was no cop car. I was hit when a brown, beat-to-shit, early
'80's Nissan screamed by me, passing me on a one-lane interstate offramp and
clipping my left barend. The bike leapt to the right about a foot, landed in a
path parallel to my chosen and the front end went nuts, my hands were thrown off
the controls and I scrambled desperately to get ahold of the bars. The rear
brake affect was weak but I managed not to skid. In less than an instant, my
life was forever changed. The exit veered left and I was airborne as the
gravel-covered embankment built up for the roadway sloped away towards a
concrete lined drainage canal 30+ feet wide and 10+ feet deep. Thankfully, I
don't recall the next two seconds, but Highway Patrol recreationalists say the
bikes front dug into the embankment and I was catapulted over 250ft bouncing
through gravel and finally into the empty canal. Upon being shot over the bars,
the right mirror; like a mellon-baller, took a 5"+ diameter, 3/4" deep super
scoop out of my right leg, just outside the knee, gouging and exposing the cap
and knuckle of both bones. My clothes were tattered, as was the flesh beneath.
My boot sole was separated. Both wrists were shattered as were most fingers,
some partially amputated, my ankles were disjointed and my backside deeply
gouged. Numerous other open injuries occured and I came to rest in a half inch
or so of fertilizer/waste/mud with a tiny trickle of farm field run off water
where I lay unconscious for a brief time. Upon awakening, I stood and staggered
about briefly, looking for the bike before discovering the mangled remains of my
hands and seeing fingers broken off sideways and hanging by tendons. Looking
down my left forearm, 8+ inches of the ulna were exposed, I could see through my
left palm, and the right hand was about the same, tendons and bones visible up
and down the length of the arm. My right hand was 90 degrees out of line with
the wrist and arm bones, blood flowed everywhere. I muttered, then yelled; "you
gotta be kidding me!! YOU'VE GOT TO BE FUCKING KIDDING ME!!!" unable to exit the
canal I began yelling for help. An older, mexican-looking fellow appeared after
a few minutes and shouted down at me to "get the hell outta there!!" I yelled at
him to call for help. He left, I tried to cop a squat on my helmet, missed, and
lapsed in and out of consciousness a few times before an ambulance crew showed
up. The crew reported my condition to the pd enroute to St Joes and DPS
(Highway) sent a fatality specialist to the scene. They tried to get my name and
such, but I wouldn't shut up about the brown nissan p/u. I remember wanting
someone to make a note of it, and became angy when being asked other,
insignificant (to me) questions instead of making that point. DPS sent a cop to
do a dui/drug check on me and see how high I was, (not) then, finally, they gave
me a shot of something that made everything below my neck disapear. Apparently,
the cop then took a statement from me (now high as a kite) but somehow missed
the reference to, the brown nissan, instead concentrating on anything else in
the roadway. A few hours later, my name still unknown, I lapsed into a coma,
after a few days my identity was found and my sister (from FL) was contacted for
permission to amputate my hands, she declined and got ahold of my girlfriend
after recovering my cell phone. G/f is a nurse and had been mad that I hadn't
called over a week, but sis filled her in and she saw me through the bulk of the
following; coming out of a weeklong coma, coming off a ventilator, 17 or so hand
surgeries; (whatever $1.3M buys) donor muscles/tendons bloodvessels transplanted
from left leg, 2+ square feet of skin grafted from both legs to other sites,
numerous debriedments, 8 or 9 transfusions, 3 times hearing; "he may not survive
the next hour", weeks of seeing me shaking under a pile of blankets lapsing a
month where I could keep nothing down, nightmares of penguins with bills like
scissoring steak knives tearing apart my hands, hours of crying, screaming
moaning in pain. I finally remembered the accident in early November. The bike
is totalled, flipped through gravel, stopped on canals lip. My "hands" are a
sick joke. Social security and welfare want me to fill out forms. Mortage is
months behind, ditto bills, one creditor calls daily, even after I explained
that I have no money for them, but they come right after the roof over my head,
my sons stomach, the lights gas phone, the jeep, aol and the rest of $2700+
monthly bills short term disability (teamsters, disapointing) put $544 per month
(not week) toward. Whats gonna be comical is the half-handed guy trying to move
his shit to storage via Uhaul when I get foreclosed/sellout. Over 17 years, I've
dropped bikes, I've dumped, wiped out, been flung hiside and crushed under this
and that. Never like this. I've heard numerous times that I'm lucky to be alive,
but while I suppose I'm glad I'm not looking out of a vegetable, this isn't
"luck" -quite the contrary, "lucky" is seeing me from the outside as perfectly
healthy nurses have. Hell, "luck" would've been passing painlessly and in midair
from this earth, before the combined forces of gravity and inertia deformed me
and ground me to shreds. I just knew I had my gloves on, I always wore them...
but, nope. Every day and night I pray and beg God for another chance, to live
forward from Sept 29th, 2003, in this body and with all else as it was then, but
knowing what I know now. I don't wanna win lotto, I don't need 3 wishes, I'd
feel better if I could even have a few minutes to appear at the on ramp the
minute before I shot up it, wave myself down if I have to scream at "me" and
holding the helmet as it is now, briefly explain 100 reasons I should ease onto
the highway... ..as that little nissan sings by... I'll likely never ride again.
I have gained some insight regarding why some guys won't wear a helmet, they
know they couldn't live like this... if it weren't for hoping I can still be
there for and raise my son grows to be a smarter, healthier, happier man than
me; I would've made myself some rat poison pancakes by now. My life isn't
special, maybe I wasn't grateful when I was truly blessed, or maybe God is like
a kid with a magnifying glass on an anthill on a sunny day, and if thats the
case I hope he saw what he wanted happen. If there is a heaven, it will be like
living forth from the day before, preventing the accident, and maybe kicking
Gods ass in a boxing match because I couldn't see anyone in a position/condition
praying to me and not getting my help asap... I wish all you who ride the best,
I pray for you, and am grateful for any prayers you could find in your hearts
for me. Maybe someday I'll get at least my sense of humor back. Sincerely,
03wadofZ1Rmetal.crybaby.comADMINS NOTE: Eric took his life on
Friday, June 4, 2004 due to depression and hopelessness brought on by this
accident. If you would like to contribute to his 7 year old son's trust fund,
please see the details here: /forums/showthread.php?s=&threadid=57567
Damm dude!
I hope things get better for you!! It really sucks when you get taken out by
someone who just doesn't give a sh^t.
Keep a positive attitude, push the
doctors to do what's best for you...and continue healing!
Good luck, our
prayers are with you.
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Randy
Member #
5326
02 GREEN ZRX
http://www.sundaysocialclub.com
At the moment I'm a bit overwhelmed as to how to respond to your post.......
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Being shot out of a cannon will always be better than being
squeezed out of a tube
'Everyday I beat my own previous record for
number of consecutive days I've stayed alive'
Damn dude, that was nasty. I wish you the best with what fate has decided to give you. I've had some nasty accidents, one where I've lost a day or two due to unconsciousness, but nothing like yours.
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Guess I better not be complaining about anything
Hope somehow things get better for ya.
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Kenny 344. Post
whores suck. Save it for the track. See yall in Georgia
Damn, Z!
That is the sickest story I have ever read on this board. I
wish I had never seen it, and I am very very very sorry that you had to write
it.
Get well soon doesn't seem to be good enough here. WTF - there
aren't any words.
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Tell them a hookah-smoking caterpillar has given you the
call.
WOW. Man I'm blown away. Makes you really want to watch, but I don't think
watching
would have done anything.
The fact that you gave your story
to us, is a big step.
Thanks for taking the time to do it.
man,
wow,man,wow............
I don't pray much, but you got one coming.........
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ClayX
ZRXOA #
10 "FULL TILT BOOGIE"
i am so sorry to hear of your tragedy!! i can read in your post that you are a very strong person and that you've made it though all this because of your strength. unfotunately your fight is not over, it has just begun. your story should give all of us perspective on the fragility of our existance and the power of our will to endure extreme adversity. please dont give up!! i have considered the consequence of debilitating injuries such as yours after a couple close calls myself. i would like to think i would be half as tough as you and try to maintain a positive attitude towards life and work at picking up the pieces. as your body heals you will find new ways to accomplish the daily tasks we take for granted. your mind and spirit will take a lot longer. YOU ARE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS!!
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"do what i say and
nobody will get hurt!"
I don't know what to say man, I really don't...
Just try to stay as
positive as circumstances allow.
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Kiss me I'm
Polish.
ZRXOA# 3434
DATE OF
JULY 15, 2002
Georgia......Georgia..........
the whole day through
Just an old
sweet song.....
keeps Georgia on my mind
Damn, that brings up some overwhelming emotions. Makes my 5mph dump and it's
complications seem very minor and insignificant. Hopefully you'll find ways to
overcome any obstacles in your way and enjoy all the things left in life for
you.
Best wishes
Tony
If there is anything we can do
Keep healing and let us know if there is anything that we can do for you.
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ZRXOA # 3760
Marcus Aurelius Antoninus (121 AD - 180 AD)
"Do not act as if thou wert going to live ten thousand years. Death hangs
over thee. While thou livest, while it is in thy power, be good."
Damn. That is just stunning. You will be in my prayers, Keep fighting. I am just at a loss for anything useful to say. JacksonH
This is got to be the worst.....I am very glad you were able to share your
story.
I very much hope someone finds the person who did this to you.
Please keep the faith....Life is precious.
This really makes me feel
small.
Thanks for sharing
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Randy...
2002
ZRX 1200 "RED"
ZRXOA # 5267
Wow!! Unbelievable! Did they ever catch the SOB in the Nissan? Probably drunk
that time of the morning!
Whats your name? I'll keep you in my prayers.
Man, really makes
you think about riding!!
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Frank Pepito Fan
Sheriff...."So you wern't passing over the double yellow"?? Me...."No, not
me officer!"
Keep up the fight
Ill say a prayer for you and your family. I know it may not seem like much but at least your son still has his dad around. I certainly hope theres a special place in hell for people who hit and run.
I hope that you find.....
..... meaning in your life. There is a reason you lived, it might be to
deliver a message to your fellow mandkind and to raise your son. May peace be
with you my friend.
You are in my thoughts, Tinner
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Always racing the
wind and chasing the sun!
I agree with Mike.........
quote:That's the most devastating story..........it really wakes a person up to what can happen in the blink of an eye.
Originally posted by BlkZrx
At the moment I'm a bit overwhelmed as to how to respond to your post.......
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"Right now I'm
having amnesia and deja vu at the same time. I think I've forgotten this
before."
I have GOT to party with GARY1129---even though he rides green.
member#3925
BTW........green STILL sucks
Damn.
Damn.
You are in my thoughts right now,
overwhelmed as they are.
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Furrowed
brow.
You certainly have my prayers for a speedy, complete recovery. It sounds like you have a strong belief in God and I'm quite sure he hears you and knows what is going on in your life.
Your life is special and you are truly blessed to be around for your son.
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GREEN&GONE
Peace brother.............
........... I can only pray for you at this moment. I was t-boned by a drunk almost a month ago,why I was lucky and not others I don't know. One thing I do know in my 50 years is I've been to the bottom. And you have to. But keep the faith man. You are special and worth everything. If there is anything you want to ask of me,just do it.
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Custer had it
comin !
'04 VN1600 Mean Streak,Blue
'02 VN800A ,Black n Red
As stated by others...
Words fail me. You're a strong man, hang in
there, I believe as others, things will work out, and although your life may be
forever different, it is no less valuable.
More than one prayer is
coming from me...
God Bless, bro.
I wish you the best.
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JuS2FuNKeE A.K.A
~WreckZ~
"I only ride a motorcycle cause it allows me to wear leather
and not be stared at!"
Guess you were left here for a reason, hope that reason comes to you one day. Glad your son still has you.
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'03 ZRX1200 .... Green ... still stock
Thank you for sharing / maybe we all can take something from your story somehow. I'm praying for you, brother. May you be blessed with peace, strength, and wisdom.
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"Knowlege is Good"
- Animal House
Don't give up. Keep in touch on this board. The people here really do care. U
are in our prayers. If u feel like it tell us your name. Take care, Rick
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I absolutely floored by this horrible event, I'm so sorry that this happen.
I'm at a loss for words except for Stay Strong man! You're in good company,
we're here for you.
~Chris
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#2022
Stay Strong
Had to deal with mortality issues 2 years ago,stay strong.. You've been to the bottom as well as I have, no where to go but up now........
My gawd man...this all happened just down the road from where I live. I know
the 101 has been the killing freeway since it opened, but it's pretty damn
sobering to read an account such as yours.
I'm wishing you a speedy
recovery, and hoping that you are not in too much pain as the days go by.
Fiery Red
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But officer... the
sign said, Speed. Trap.
I am very grateful to all here.
I was going to post a pic of the bike, but don't know how to shrink bits, can
I email it to someone? It's pretty bad, but recognizable, if I wasn't in my
condition I'm sure I'd be trying to save her, engine at least, she wasn't 5
months old, but we'd logged almost 5K miles, she was such a smoother, stronger
version of my first love, her great-aunt I guess, an '80 Z1-R, every ride was
like coming home to a better place. Mushy nostalgia,.. sorry. But I have plenty
of other stuff to keep me busy. I have pics of me too but they'd be better fit
in the "offensive" section, I look like a case study for a flesh-eating disease.
I re-read my post and realized it's somehow therapeutic and empowering to see in
print an account of some of what I've been/am going through, and not just be
overwhelmed with where in life I am. I hope I'm not misusing the board in
finding some relief this way, but somehow, it helps get it out; to share. I also
realized I left alot out and hope that in continuing to share details as best I
can, I can somehow bring something more to light than fear and pain. I've had to
wonder if I've just really had it coming for being an A.H. in a past life, or if
life as I knew it will be returned to me as a reward for withstanding this..
or.. what.. I think I accounted for near half of the past 5 months and unless
anyone objects, I'd like to continue and hopefully complete a recount, to date,
of everything I can recall. I was septic for a month, dropping from 210 to
150lbs when the exasperated Dr's cultured every oozing wound I had.
Surprisingly, I had Mucor-mycosis, which typically only affects elderly,
unhealthy, diabetic patients with, ahem... "compromised immune systems" having
thus far recieved 4-5 transfusions -while comatose, and as I am, I was sure of
what was coming next and sure if positive, it was injected in infected blood,
luckily, the HIV tests came out negative. I was simply beaten way way down in
the immune department, and a deep gouge atop my R butt cheek had a pocket of the
fungus, not virus, delivered in deep incision and difficult to debried. Between
hand surgeries, I underwent 3 operations, each of which went deeper and deeper
as infected flesh was removed. From right above my hip, to about mid-cheek, my
ass looked like someone hit it with a roto-tiller, at one floor, the nurses took
an instant pic, intent on comparing it several weeks later when it would begin
to heal. I have never had a weak stomach, I've seen pain from births to deaths,
but I blew chunks all over fresh linen when a student nurse pulled it off a high
shelf and held it before me saying; "what's this? it looks like a pig liver..."
the next day it was ok'ed to graft over. I could fit my fist in my socket, it's
still nasty and weepy in one spot where the graft got pulled... ..how many other
guys has anyone here ever known to wear a pantyliner? Ha ha, I do. I been on the
rag for over three months. Somebody had to laugh there,.. I did. Never refuse
air-powered squeezie socks if you can bear them, DVT's (deep vein throboses,
"blood clots") suck. I'll be on blood thinners til maybe forever because I said
"nah, thanks anyway" to nurse once and thought it was fun getting away from
"procedure". Stupid is all it was. They actually felt pretty good gently
massaging my mangled legs all night, but I was a tough guy, I didn't need no
fru-fru massage, I was there to get better not pampered and lazy... if there's a
Mr. Toughguy/Dumbass award, I should at least be a runner-up this year. My right
elbow is locked up, since mid-November, at about 120 degrees. The joint
calcified because it was excruciating at the wrist until weeks after some pins
came out, and while they were in it was the same, I'd damn near pass out if it
got moved, body said; "problem solved". Dr's now debating over whether to fix
wrist or elbow first, since wrist bone fragments, being reabsorbed into the
body, will again grind on nerves regardless of blah blah, unless yadi yadi.
Then there's another issue, or three.. but I have to stop here for
now... I was supposed to have sat down here to put some stuff on ebay (sons
helmet, gloves I wasn't wearing, shop manual etc) and put a link in the "For
Sale" section if it seems appropriate. Trying to keep the lights on here is an
adventure since my labor Union arbitrarily decides who they'll return calls to,
and who our contract applies to and when... grr.. maybe tomorrow. Thanks again
to any and all. I feel like a four-cylinder Escort with 200,000 miles whose
owner switches to synthetic, I need all the help I can get and can't imagine
prayers could hurt. Please and thank you. Sincerely, Eric.
Re: I am very grateful to all here.
quote:
Originally posted by 03Z1R
I hope I'm not misusing the board in finding some relief this way, but somehow, it helps get it out; to share.
quote:
Originally posted by 03Z1R
I also realized I left alot out and hope that in continuing to share details as best I can, I can somehow bring something more to light than fear and pain.
Eric, send me your photos I'll post them up for you PJKPhoto@aol.com
Glad to hear that
posting this is being helpful to you, you just keep on posting what ever you
like, thats what the board is here for. As you can see be the responses we care,
is there anything specifically you could use some help with right now? Sometimes
the hardest things to do are actually the simplest, and one of those things
always seems to be asking for help. We always feel like it shows weakness, when
we know we are not weak. Sometimes though it actually shows how strong we are,
and I have a feeling this is one of those times for you.
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I'm sorry to hear of your extreme misfortune, I can relate to the many
injuries, as I went through something similar many years ago.
I hope you
recover as much as is possible, I know it can be tough, but with time you'll get
better.
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Hey Eric,
My girl Alice, AKA Torch, wanted me to extend her condolelces
to your girlfriend, she understands what it's like to have someone you care
about seriously hurt, and the fear that's felt everytime we go ride.
We will
have a little something coming your way, it's also a way for the us to repay the
collective in some small fasion for the care and help they gave us while I was
injured and unable to work.
If you need ANYTHING, please let me know, I live
in Scottsdale, just north of where you had your crash, and I'm usually available
late afternoon, early evening.
I'll PM you my phone number, if you need
anything, DO NOT hesitate to call.
Fiery Red
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But officer... the
sign said, Speed. Trap.
I feel sick to my stomach.Im sorry cause I dont know what to say.
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GREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!
PODS
RULE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Eric,
We don't have the power to put everything right, but, we can
and do listen. If you look at the post heading, we see that hundreds have read
your posts. Not everyone will post a response. Pretty hard to know what to say
sometimes.
We care about all. We especially have feelings for other
riders, and identify even more with REX'ers. Keep posting, it would be
unrealistic for any of us to think these things don't happen.
You may
not be able to do everything you want to do, but, you can still have a full and
rewarding life. We're pulling for you.
Jack
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99% of ZREX'ers
give the rest a bad name!
I will pray and wish you better health and mobility.
If you don't
want to post post-crash pictures I don't blame you. How about one of you with
your son pre-crash, the two of you seem close...
Before you loose your
house I would think an agency would be able to hold that back until it is
decided if you will be given full SS disability benifits. Maybe try your local
congressman's district office, that's what they are there for.
Good luck
man! Keep your chin up!
I mean it!
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jeffcoll #116
Eric,
I'm sorry for your unfortunate incident. Know that my family
and I will be praying for you. I'm very grateful that you are still around to be
with us and have the gusto to keep on keeping on. Not that it helps any, but I
had a buddy of mine crash a while back when a truck pulled out in front of him.
He is now a quadraplegic (SP?). He is a tough guy though and still has a
girlfriend, can get around in his chair, and now can even drive! Small
victories. You sound like you are similar in fortitude. God Bless.
Tony
__________________ Love Da Green!
Feel for ya bro.. hang in there
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01 GREEN
Hindle F/S
Teds ADV
and other stuff..
photos of his bike
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Re: photos of his bike
quote:
Originally posted by Ca Pete
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Custer had it
comin !
'04 VN1600 Mean Streak,Blue
'02 VN800A ,Black n Red
That is really rough. Glad you have the fortitude to get through the worst
parts and get on with life!
You have my best wishes. The ZRXOA is a
great place t blow off steam.
Ron
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Ron
Hope it all works out and it will somehow .I just want to say that I had a real bad hand injury not from a bike but my left hand was a mess it took me a year and my hand got back to almost normal. Thanks to God and some great doctors he has put here so don't get too down you will come back. Hope your doctors have done good with your hands and I have to mention my doctor in Louisville Ky. Dr. Thomas Wolf if you are in question on your recovery this guy is the greatest not just cause he fixed me I saw much worse injurys there in Louisville and man they were amazing results. I will say a prayer for you and if you need to talk man let me know. Marshall
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Rig
it!!!
well, I know I preach it all the time, but I hope it really sinks in now....
anyone that has fully read this thread and still rides without gear on,
is a fucking idiot.
Sorry, but nothing upsets me more than seeing
perfectly good bikers getting destroyed when it could have at least been reduced
by a simple act of dressing differently before they left the house. Would it
have allowed him to walk away? No.....but it definitely would have reduced the
bill. You never know what and when something bad will happen, always plan for it
by at the very least wearing good gear.
I know riding a bike again
doesn't seem like a likely event at this time....but in the future, if you get
over the memories that you now are stuck with.....don't leave the leathers at
home! PLEASE!
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Ryan
ryan.langford@comcast.net
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Turbo'd 99 ZRX1100
(10psi, 178HP, 112TQ....for now...)
97 Bandit 600 (project bike)
01
DRZ400 (kicker)
99 XR250 (loaner)
86 Ninja1000R (Rat bike)
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I once cried because I could not wheelie, until I met a
man that had no bike.
quote:
Originally posted by Uncle Bob ZRX
well, I know I preach it all the time, but I hope it really sinks in now....
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Frank Pepito Fan
Sheriff...."So you wern't passing over the double yellow"?? Me...."No, not
me officer!"
what I say rarely matters...but someone had to say it
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Ryan
ryan.langford@comcast.net
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Turbo'd 99 ZRX1100
(10psi, 178HP, 112TQ....for now...)
97 Bandit 600 (project bike)
01
DRZ400 (kicker)
99 XR250 (loaner)
86 Ninja1000R (Rat bike)
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I once cried because I could not wheelie, until I met a
man that had no bike.
03Z1R, I know you want to do what's right, but don't let them take your home.
Find the Legal Aid services in your area if you can't afford an attorney, but
get bankruptcy proceedings started ASAP.
Thank you for sharing the
experience even though I know it's been hard.
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Just keepin' up
with traffic, Officer.
'99 ZRX1100, Akropovic, jet kit -- fer goin' fast
'02 GL1800 Gold Wing -- fer goin' far. Couch rocket
Eric-03ZIR
Just have to say.... hang in there dude! Words cannot express my
feelings. "We" are here for you
Keep us posted
read
Psalms 91 v 11 #3545
fellow arizonan
Brother I am so sorry to here of your unfortunate accident. I wish you a speedy recover throught the many more surgerys that you will have to endure. Once agin Im so sorry to hear of this. I know that in arizona you really have to look out for the other bone heads. Makes me think twice of going for a ride!!!!
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Bruce
who??????
Man OH man! I am at a loss for words. You are living my worst nightmare. My
prayers and best to you now and in the future.
Chewie lost his sole mate
and his left leg in a MC accident and he is a survivor. My nephew lost his left
leg and most use of his right leg in a auto accident at the age of 23 a few
years back and he is surviving, his girfriend is even pregnet. You will survive
also , because you have a reason to do so. Your son.
Anger is a emotion
that means you are alive. I hope you can stay away from the drugs that make you
lifeless. It took me awhile but I got Chewie off of those drugs and he is doing
much better now by having a life and not just an exsistance.
I hope I
typed words that help. My best to you and yours.
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Happy?
I don't pray often, but damn buddy, there's one coming with your name on it.
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Paul
First
love, 75 Z1-B
Current heartthrob 99 ZRX 1100
Still kicking myself for
selling that Z-1R
When I was little, my parents said that when I
grew up I could be whatever I wanted to be, so I decided to be an asshole.
what I fear most of the future.. (vent)
the reliance on and addiction to chemicals. when I was puking up bile (when my meds were 2 seconds late and I began to feel again) the docs sent me to have my gallbladder scanned (MRI or CT, I don't recall) to rule it out as a cause. I was "NPO" (no food or water) and taken off my meds while I slept; fentanyl drip with dilaudid "boosters" for a few hours... I woke up early and began to have pain and WITHDRAWAL so bad that by the time I was laid on the scanning table I was shaking so hard my hips, ankles, elbows, shoulders and head were clattering against it so loudly that the tech had to shout over the racket that if I felt I was unable to lay still for 70 to 90 minutes, I needed to say so, so that another type of test (ultrasound i think) could be ordered... talk about a stupid question, but I realized one thing, I now have some compassion for addicts. Every part of my body ached, and it felt like bubbles were boiling out of my bones and bursting as they passed out through my skin, leaving the area supersensititive like a chipped tooth, and anything touching it was like chewing tinfoil atop that, acidly electrical-shocking feeling. I blacked out twice whie being wheeled back to my room where 3mg of dilaudid was delivered quickly, intravenously into a line near my neck/collarbone. Nothing had EVER felt better. It's terrifying to recall the relief I got and to know what it was even though the meds were tapered back to what I have now; a 5mcg/hr fentanyl patch and 10mg vicodins for "breakthrough pain", bad news, etc. I seem to get along ok right now, but can't deny I'll face the inevitable. That and the fact that I am now bitterly jealous of the person I was (myself) before the accident. Imagine trying to make sense of that without feeling kookoo.. and wondering if maybe it's just a side-effect of the drugs... happy pills just make me smile when I ask for a referal to Dr. J. Kevorkian. Thanks to any and all for continuing prayers and encouragement. I'm daily begging mercy. I had no fear of Gods wrath, for I knew not I'd angered Him/Her and I'm still skeptical I should deserve this. No offense to anyone re; their beliefs. Thanks again. Ride safely.
What do I say to that?
My God man...
I'm sitting here reading your story and I agree with
some of the others here in not knowing what to say. But, I feel compelled to say
something... First and foremost you are in my prayers daily. I won't get preachy
but I will say this, I feel that God has a plan for us all and it doesn't have
to make sense or even be revealed to us. Whatever he has in mind for you must be
important for you to have lived through all you have.
Second, I also believe
that Karma has a way of working things out and that stupid, drunken, oxygen
thief in the brown Nissan will eventually get his. Hopefully in spades.
Finally, right now just concern yourself with healing. Worry about
addiction later, it can be kicked. You sound strong. Keep the faith and get
better. I'll keep praying...
Jim
PS: Hope I
don't offend anyone with my mismatched theology, it is just what works for me.
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I am really sorry...
I dont know what to say. My thoughts and prayers are with you, makes my problems miniscual. I hope and pray you get through this and heal up well enough to get on with your life. Try not to think about all the other stuff while you heal up, I know it is hard but you need to get better first. Keep your chin up as best you can, we are pulling for you!
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Wow.
It's an incredible story of survival that you have going on. Even if
sometimes you're questioning whether you'll continue to survive.
I got
hit head-on two years ago. Busted a bunch of stuff and lost two months of work.
It was a total walk in the park compared to what you're enduring.
I
can't say anything that will help but I will say this; Keep posting here. We are
all riders and this could happen to any one of us the next time we go out to
ride. We are interested. We all want to hear updates. We want to know how you're
doing. We are all a part of a loose knit brotherhood here and we do care, even
if we haven't met you yet.
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You're not out of control till your head hits the dirt.
Eric,
Your story is probably the collective's worst nightmare. Best
wishes, thoughts and prayers out to you my brother. I believe pretty much along
the same lines of what Jim (NiteRider) said above, although in times like this
nothing makes sense to either the injured or to those around him/her. All I know
is that any assemblance of sense and reason and hopefully peace only come with
time. You obviously have a strength...keep at it my friend.
Best,
Jeff
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Ride on!
t-ride
1997 Ducati 748 Monoposto, Yellow
2003 Kawasaki ZRX,
Green
Wow.
I spend an awful lot of time thinking of ways to improve my
life...working harder, being a better father, spouse, brother, son...
Imagining my life completely rearranged by the errant ways of an
irresponsible mouth-breather - well, to say it's disturbing would be great
understatement.
However, as in any tragedy, the resulting response is
what defines us as humans. I've found the web creates sometimes faceless
communities arranged by common interests. So, with this in mind, I suggest this
community lend the support it can. I'm sure there are folks on this board with
useful talents (i.e. lawyers, doctors, etc.) who would be proud to help.
Let's get organized. Please post up if you are in the area, and have
anything to offer in terms of support. Eric, please think about ways in which
this community can lend support, and post up.
I'm wishing you and yours
all the best in your "recovery."
Brad
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Go that way,
really fast. If something gets in your way, turn.
crash
Eric I just posted a thred on the crash I had on Sat. I fell stupied to complain about such a simple crash.I live in Mesa,If you would want some company I am sure I can make time to come and see you for a little while. This is my e-mail address contact me if you want to, sorry about your crash poky3210@cox.net Hope to here from you Joe
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it's not your age
that counts it's the fact that you always ride young-and safe
Gday my names David i'm from australia and i was linked to your storey
through the club i'm with.
your storey almost brought me to tears, and i
felt compelled to say a prayer for you which is something i haven't done in a
long, long time.
your plight i imagine has and forever will, be an
inspiration for people everywhere your strength and courage to pull through such
an event, and also a clear warning to all riders what risks there takeing by not
wearing all there protective gear.
All the best mate and enjoy all
the pretty nurses as much as you can.
my next beer is dedicated to you
if you guys ever get a donation thing happening to help him
out let me know and i'll gladly chip in.
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Aussie rider from
www.overclockers.com.au/mc
Where ya at Eric??? How ya doin?
Paging ERIC...
PAGING ERIC!
Hello Eric, got yur ears on???
again many thanks to all.
I hit a few buttons like; "pm" and "buddy" trying to catch justaspeedfreak, not sure what i did. Two weeks back, my hand doc pulled some, as he put it; "residual" metal from my L hand, that should've been out before I was cleared for therapy back in mid Oct, a pin stuck out while I was showering, and xrays found 3 more in the hand, "oops", but there was so much to my injuries, I can't be anything but grateful they are still attached. It was unnecessary torture and lost time and setback, but aside from having another dr copy dated xrays and note the slip-up, it doesn't seem worth pursuing as injurous itself. I am still waiting for the VA to say whether they can help me as these injuries are not part of my service-connected (shoulder paralysis) disability... I've heard tricare or such can be used as a secondary insuror if needed, but haven't found the right person/question to ask yet. yesterday, I went to the orthodoc again, dunno who refered me to this guy.. looks at the ct scan he ordered, sees a bone growth out from part of my elbow joint, jamming the joint, tells me; "maybe I can kinda, sorta, in a way, release the joint by cutting away the growth as well as some tendon, muscle, ligaments and stuff I think, might not help... could get your elbow to be sorta, in a way, like an elbow again.. maybe, maybe not... blah, blah, namby,pamby, iffy, sorta gonna go watch Andy Griffith and wish I was Opie... -maybe the muscle will all get too disconnected and you'll have nothing still..." (and then need muscle reattached too!) this guy seems about as sure he can do a surgical release of the joint as I am I could fly from atop the right pyramid... scary. All I could imagine was this guy in the operating room, asking the tech for "one of those sharp, cutter-things.. with a handle." tech; "uh.. scalpel?" "yeah, and some of that blood-soaker-upper stuff..." When I got back to my car I blew up, wondering if he'd have; maybe, sort of, kind of, in a way thought I'd be signing a release for the twit to go hacking on what's left of me with no promises, positive percentile expectations of outcome or guarantees... maybe sorta,.. ..kind of. unreal waste of time there. seeking new orthodoc; hand docs pa gave praise of an ortho in the same building as them, not sure how to get ct films from other guys offc first, maybe just cancel appt and ask to pick them up. He ordered them ,but insurance paid for them so that makes them... mine? long as they run ain't you glad i don't post often. (grumble, groan, gripe.) Eric
i've definitely had injuries where x-rays/scan showed breaks or tears and i picked those up and went to docs that trusted. each time i was glad i did. the xrays are yours. don't go with a hack and definitely don't spend more money on films that are rightfully yours.
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Ride on!
t-ride
1997 Ducati 748 Monoposto, Yellow
2003 Kawasaki ZRX,
Green
Re: again many thanks to all.
quote:
Originally posted by 03Z1R
I hit a few buttons like; "pm" and "buddy" trying to catch justaspeedfreak, not sure what i did.
Eric
There was a post earlier, or maybe in another post about a kick-butt
ortho, did you see that?
Eric
You are about as stubborn as I am. Keep up the good fight and the faith.
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Bruce
who??????
beyond expectation...
quote:
Originally posted by keyman6868
I have not read a more touching article then this whole thread. ...
better to be amongst the living than I have thought! Thanks again
everyone! ZRX'ers 
thanks again all!
thats real heavy....
I am crying..........................................
as you know, life is full of what ifs......
usually they come after
the wtf do i do nows!
hang in there buddy, we are all pullin for ya!!
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"do what i say and
nobody will get hurt!"
Eric, glad you are still hanging tough. Just saw those pictures, not sure I really should have done that. . . . . . . . but it does bring the story screaming at me. Keep getting better and keep us informed of your status. Here is to continually better days ahead.
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Eric, I am sitting here in Balad, Iraq and have just read your post. Brother,
I am praying for you and I am not religous by any means. But I do believe that
everything happens for a reason. No matter how tragic or horrific. Your
accident, your posts here will changes lifes. I will never ride without the
proper gear again. Its so easy to say, "oh its to hot outside" or "I'm just
going down the street". Anything can happen. And it often does. I can't help to
think that somewhere at some point in time a fellow biker is going to get into a
wreck. But they will be wearing the proper gear because of what of what happened
to you. Because you were strong enough to share it with us. If I can help you
out at all I will. Even if it is just a little. I live in Tempe AZ and will be
out of this country in a few days. Message me. I'll be there for you man. Just
let me know.
Brian
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Live as if you
were going to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were going to live
forever.
Another Aussie here,
heard of your story via .overclockers
bike forum.
My well wishes to you keep up the fight,
I have been
absent from riding for 9 yrs now ( not via a crash Just $ & stuff)and this
brings a very sobering reminder to me as I ready myself to get back onto 2
wheels.
Heal well and fast, There are quite a few aussie here having a
beer or two for you, our thoughts are with you my man.
Cheers
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Cheers Tsar
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The Ball & Chain Will let me get a new
bike
I want to say that this message thread was posted on TLPlanet.com and it has
really hit me hard. I am currently on disability due to a motorcycle crash, but
my injuries aren't anywhere near yours, and I should be back up on both feet in
about 6 weeks, then I will start physical therapy.
You my friend are a
true survivor and please hang in there and keep fighting the way you have been.
I will pray for your speedy recovery.
Posted on http://www.2000montecarlo.com/ yesterday. Good luck with healing my friend. It just takes time and thats something you still have.
I visited my crash site again yesterday...
I took my 7 y.o boy out to show him where I went down and try to give him
some idea of what happened since he's seen only the flesh and blood -gory-ish
part of it without having anything larger than the affects on me to relate it
to. Walking the debris field's length took some wind out of him trucking along
with me through the gravel and he surmised I was hauling ass... (nope) so it
took a few minutes to explain that loss of control at near any speed can have
catastrophic effects given that the momentum of a 500lb streetbike going 50
isn't going to be very well deterred by a downhill slope covered with gravel. to
make a point i had him jog 3 steps and then try to stop fast heading downhill,
hes pretty agile so i wasnt worried he'd do more than skid to an unsteady halt
which he did, then i had him imagine he was going 5 times faster than he could
run and trying to stop without landing on him feet, he got it.
-what
REALLY freaked me out was the view of the canal i landed in... i've been to the
site a few times now... its perfectly safe, in a jeep, but this time i looked at
how the canal went under Thomas Rd and got a chill... the single archway i
recalled seeing does not exist there... i can recall it... i could paint it or
draw it if i was an artist.. there was nothing visible through it in my
recollection of it.
As I saw it yesterday, i cant imagine how i couldve
not seen through to the other side of it, its only a couple-hundred feet from
one end to the other, there is no archway, there are 3 or 4 "tubes" (it freaked
me bad and I'm going back right now to count the squared passages that pass
under the road.) In my recollection, the archway was maybe 10 feet high... there
was a bums (?) folding chair leaning against the left side just outside it...
In reality, i'm not sure i can walk in there without ducking a foot or
so. this is honestly messing with me hard, what if the chair was for whoever
shoulda been working the "gate"? maybe there was a light at the other end of the
tunnel, and i was just too scared to get close enough to see way back in...
-maybe i missed coming out alright...? i gotta go see it tonight. after i look
for a crossroads. thanks again to everyone, take care. stay well.
-ok, went and had a look, took a service ramp down into the
canal and stood right about where i landed in september... i took my glasses off
and it made a lot more sense; with any water in the canal, as there was, as it
spreads across the flat floor, the culvert gets mirrored off the waters' surface
and vy-o-la! 10 ft "archway" ...kinda.. ..if i take my glasses off.. and squint!
WHEW!! For a minute there i thought i was 
-malfunctioning!
Revisiting a crash site can be very emotionally trying, in both good and bad
ways. I know that after my crash in Boston, since the crash site was only a few
blocks from my home, I had to pass it nearly every day. Some days it was ok,
some days not.
I hope this turns out to be a healing experience for you.
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# 4565
The thoughts of all us UK rexers are with you
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you fancy is never enough
Hey Eric.
Just another overseas message from another huge Aussie forum,
Ozsportsbikes.com. Your story has touched a lot of people all over the world and
you are looked at as a very brave and courageous man. From your terrible
experiences, you should feel proud that you have made a difference to many
people lives, changing their outlook on things for the better and making people
appreciate the smaller things in life. You are a true battler mate. Our thoughts
and prayers are with you.
Eric, you will be in my prayers. And snowtiger is right. Your courage in
sharing this story will likely cause alot of people to think twice about riding
without proper gear - it could very well save some lives. Stay strong for your
son brother.
Jon C
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Jon C
Northern VA 
Eric...
Three things that I should mention...
First and
foremost is that my prayers go out to you. You have to keep putting one foot in
front of the other and pressing on. You sound like you have a good attitude and
that you are dealing well with the changes in your life.
Second... My
Dad got hit head on by a drunk in a Caddy one cold winter night on his bike. He
flew completely over the car and smashed every single bone in both hands, along
with both arms, and suffered several other injuries. The hands were the worst,
but he got better, it took time and perseverance, but he got better and so will
you. Get yourself a good physical therapist and do what they say, and remember
that they are all just a bit sadistic. You're also going to need a good
occupational therapist.
Third... As far as the VA is concearned, you
need to get ahold of your local service officer, not your district office. Most
counties have one so I'm sure you do. I have a really good one here in town that
you can call if you can't get hold of anyone locally. He'll probably call you if
you send me your name and number. I believe to be eligable for tricare, you have
to be 50% service connected, but I could be wrong. I'll get you Don's (VA rep
here in town) phone number so you can call him. If nothing else, he knows his
shit and can give you straight answers.
Keep healing, every day is
better than the one before.
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Cpl. Ryan, ZRXOA#
1877 
2002 ZX-9R With a Hindle pipe and all the extraneous crap
taken off. (440 lbs with a half tank of gas) Green of course!
E-mail me, dangit!
Lots of love out there
I spent 14 months in Viet Nam, 8 months in some heavy areas.
I stuggled
for a long time wondering why I was still here, there will be
no 1 answere
man. One of my reasons for being here is to tell you to keep your head on
straight and love and protect your own and people around you. Your son needs his
dad to
show him the light, that IS the target to focus on and that alone
will bring you through.
It's easy for us to think we can help and we may,
but the inner you has to take over and I hear it in your voice THAT IT IS COMING
OUT.
Again focus on your son >>> Nothing will best the smile and
laughter of a child.
Lots of love
Paul Casey >>> Mr. Wog and
family
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to be fast
yeah......
what mrwog said!
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is what you make it!
RIP buddy
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Help me, I'm addicted to track!!!
I read the initial post of his accident story just now. That was one brutal
account. It left my blood boiling. I just wanted to go and hunt down the
loser(s) in that pickup. I know they knew what they did. That is super harsh to
think about.
I have one question about something he said in the initial
post. He says, " I just knew I had my gloves on, I always wore them... but,
nope. " Does that mean he did, or didn't have his gloves on? Did his hands get
completely mangled even with gloves on?
I could sense his frustration
over the creditors Social Security/Medicare responsiblities and forms. I've
unfortunately had experience with these things, and when you're down and out,
the last thing you need to deal with is the impersonal "system" crushing you. I
don't know how much help he had with those kinds of things, but it's real tough
to go it alone. I'm sure that all those things coming down on him, along with
the sea change in his life were extremely disconcerting.
My deepest
condolences go out to him. May he rest in peace. If there's a hell, maybe that
truck driver will get a one way ticket. I doubt it though.
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